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| Friday, May 30, 2008 |
| Just an Update.. |
I am leaving my whole life behind to be at an unknown place with unknown people in an unknown path!!!It really freaks me out!
Since hardly three weeks are left before I leave , I am shopping like crazy.I am goin to leave most of my old clothes..new life , new clothes:-)
Simple things give me a lot of joy these days.Like the other day , I bought this awesome skirt and I ordered a pizza to celebrate that!!
Few days back , I was walking down this road which had lot of trees on both sides.There was a strong wind that day.As I passed this one particular tree which had yellow flowers , all the flowers started falling on me..It went on for like 40-50 seconds and when I crossed that tree , flowers stopped falling!It was such a big coincidence and it felt so awesome. Except few strangers , no one saw that :-(
But that little incident made my day.It was nt such a big deal but i liked it!!I told almost all my friends about it :-) :-) |
posted by Y.M. @ 12:18 AM  |
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| Sunday, May 25, 2008 |
| Conversation |
"But he loves you so much.Infact he likes you for last 3 years. He is such a nice guy. He is good looking and he is rich. He is a strong and he is pursuing a career he likes.. What else do you want in a guy?He is just perfect for you.You wont find a guy like him.What is wrong with you?Do you know how difficult it is to find nice guys these days?"
"I like him but I am not sure if I love him..yes logically he is the right guy but ...I am not sure"
"You know you will never be able to settle down at this rate.You are 22 and you know you have just few years bef you get married.There is nothing like perfect guy.You need to compromise a bit"
"What to compromise here?I dunt feel that ways for him.Am I supposed to be with him just because he loves me?What about my feelings?What is wrong if I want to wait for the right guy ?"
"what right guy?he is the right guy...You dream a lot...this is not a movie..this is real life..!"
"Yes I dream.And I will continue to dream..My life has always been all about dreams.And I wont give up especially now.. I got thru my dream b-school and finally I hav a chance to make all my dreams come true. At such a crucial juncture , why do I have to think about settling down with some guy?Why cant I just concentrate on my career for next 5 years?Why
is it such a big deal if I chose to be single?This is my big chance to make it big in life..Why do I have run after guys AT THIS POINT of time..??And that too some guy about whom I am not sure??I dunt feel this is the right time for me to think about all that.Next 2 years are going to be the most important years of my life.I have a lot to learn in next 2 yrs.And then I want to enjoy a lot as well.I cant take this pressure for making such a big decision in life.I cant and I dunt want to decide about the guy I like.Not now.."
"You are stupid.You are never going to settle down.Take my word on that" |
| posted by Y.M. @ 7:14 AM |
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