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| Sunday, March 22, 2009 |
| time to change |
Life is soon going to change. I am at the crossroads again..new place ..new people..new experience..
But I am still not able to get over my previous experience. I ruined evrything that was nice in my life..and also ruined the time I have always waited for..
I need just one chance to correct it all...I am not quite sure how I will do it , but I wanna do it.. Tomm results going to be out and life is going to go either ways...for good or worse...I am not sure ..but it is surely going to change a lot of things..
But I am not sure what exactly to learn from my past exp..was it wrong to have good intentions for evone?was it wrong to be frens with people who were nice to u?was it wrong to trust people?was it wrong to expect world ard me to be nice?was it wrong to expect ur own frens to be nice?
so should i be mean nice and always suspicious?should i be a loner?should i jus stop expectin nice ppl in my life?
I am not sure..I dunt know what I am goin to change about myself in my new life, but I gotta do smthing..Honestly speakin , I love being the way I am ..I love being naive...I love to feel pure hearts around me...I really dunt wanna change :-( but I will have to chnage...I cant let people hurt me again..
This is not wat I expected life to be like wen I grow up...:-( |
posted by Y.M. @ 9:36 AM  |
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but that is how the real world is :(
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so wat abt the result?
and hey, abt the questions, i jus know that feeling... iv been thru that so many times... but i decided im not going to change becuase i feel a lot more happier when i trust people and love... so, to stop that would be to make a nasty person of me.... and it isnt worth it!
regarding changing after messing up. well, its work in my experience .... just hoping life does give me a good second chance...
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but that is how the real world is :(